It's late, so I don't know how long this will be. I am slowly but surely wrapping things up on the East Coast; this area is just not what it used to be. Too many people and not enough space. I have decided to walk away from the video/film business, I just don't have what it takes. At 38 years old, I just don't have the desire to work for free and struggle to try and make this a career anymore. I might be good at it but that doesn't seem to be enough. I guess I got spoiled in NM. It's amazing how a steady job will do that. So I applied to University of New Mexico a while back for a 2nd Bachelor's Degree and just found out I got accepted. It will take me about a year to get that degree and get accepted in law school. I'm hoping to get into either UNM Law School or University of Texas-Austin. UT is better ranked (#15) in the country but UNM isn't bad either (#69...look it up believe me). Now all I need to do is get financial aid in order. We'll see.

Now that the Ben situation is over and his folks are retiring to Annapolis, it's time for me to move on. It's just that I don't feel like I am alive here anymore. It's not a depressing thing, it's just time. The life I was persuing just didn't happen and it's time to stop BSing myself.

So between now and October, I am going to work as much as I can so I can afford life after the move. I am saving some money because I will be driving a truck full of items for the Schraggers daughter in Houston. Then I'll head off to Albuquerque after that.

There will a few people I miss, but you gotta go where life takes you.